HoNoR.. time

Woooohooo

2006-12-17T11:09:00.000-08:00

lalal i changed my bloody skin at last...

haha today been quite a day..
in How can i sentence this...

its like.. rain -.- and rain ... and rain.. ruin the whole day of outing ...
WAH LAO lor.. stupid rain totally spoiled the mood of going out for the day..
then stay at home watch tv the whole day...

watching all kinds of stupid show..
ha. ha ha..
o well wed going out to get some christmas day gives for some of my friends..
just hope im not over budget then... =X

well nothing much for the day.. tml have to go to school for project....
lolx this bloody show im watching now is soo funny
it started with an kiss...

Exams ended...

2006-12-14T11:47:00.000-08:00

At last ... exams completed at last.. but didn't really did tat well =(

haizz disappointed
o well it means the beginning of a new start for me..
to study well
=)

Lately don't know why my english standard dropped alot
ive no idea why suddenly this happened..
im off to watch tv... gone...

voicess...

2006-12-06T16:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday ivan just sent me this joke on voices...
zzz and this morning i hear voices that shook me up in the morning...
but lucky i got saved by my alarm..

its just that what i think maybe its im dreaming or??? just voicess...
haha i think its i dreamt about it... i dreamt that i suddenly called jess
then how ironic that she picked up..

then her voice pop up in my head... i forgotten what did she say liao...
for that moment i was shocked.. and suddenly pop up awake.. then my alarm rang.. i peel open my eyes and check out my hp its on my hand which is stuck onto my ear..
haizzz did i really called her?

at that point of time i didn't pay attention.. i just off the freaking alarm cause i can't bloody hell hear the other party words...
then my eyes shut tight...
then black out.. LOLX!!!
Total KO again... sleeping

o well.. then when i was AWAKE again.. this time really awake...
i didn't really noticed untill when i was washing up
i suddenly rmb this.. and guess wat? wat do u think? did i really called her?
try to guess it then...

i spoiled my tran, i wrote a bloody post early in the morning.. lalal

Its the H to a D

2006-12-01T13:21:00.000-08:00

o.O newly mod my name.. H.-d
Its unqiue lor... Honor-Dishy.. =P
if i put my profligate it turns into PHD... =P

well enough of crap.. anyway no ones bother to read my blog.. while.. watever

just finished my mj session.. after a period of losing streak to matoot.. today at last.. won back my 50 bucks and top up with a 10bucks winning =P
sexy boy..

haha
well been quite awhile ive last blog.. been busy with this month..
with tvs, tvs and more tvs... reports and fixing of my cousin pc

o ya i got my new pc .. a LAPTOP!!!
i name it LaPpY
hmm i shuold put H.-d LaPpY
well its a super laptop anyway...
ive quitted gaming for a very good reason.. and i wun go back to it.. dun ask me to use my lappy and go into gaming anymore.. or go into compi matches.. =P

haha my cousin sis went for her prom.. well she looks great in tat dress.. but abit weird... o.O maybe its me lar...
well at least she had a great time.. unlike my batch... no farking prom..

Hmm while my life is always soo busy with reports for this few months didn't really sleep well.. and can't really have a break... but o well im used to late nites and the everything

o ya went for my CDS of Basic finanical accounting .. AT LAST a cds i really want.. and really its true i go there and sleep only..
didn't really went for my lectures...
only for my tuts.. and my class had this little lady.. she looks absolutely marvelous... man i hope i can know her better... ^_^
got into the same group as her... soo i hope ba...

hmmm played soccer quite often lately.. performance been quite pleasing and finding myself to be improving.. i really hopes i can improve more.. even better then the best

o well its late liaos.. i go zzz liaos..

Mr Crabby is back to blogging

2006-11-13T04:47:00.000-08:00

Outta of bordom.. lolx.. my single post at last...

well its Nov liao..really love this month alot.. LoLx
haha ITs time for alittle beckham...
(well weisian love tat)

Hmmm today its a really short day in school.. hahah tried to studied for my quiz but didn't really did tat well today... the question is like.. wtf -_- is tat... can't be bother with it lar..
haha while doing my quiz tat time...
its like going to rain
and on top of tat.. i think i forgotten to close the windows of my house...
soo i need to chiong finish my quiz to rush back and close the windows...
haha everytime the thunder sounds... i write even faster ...

but i dun know today like soo freaking sWAY!!!
must be christinina...
wah lao really lor
i rush to the bus stop... just right a bus8 when off.. i tot ok now a bus 23 or bus15 is coming.. but .. end up a bus69... i sian 1/2
nvm.. slowly wait
wait till my friends came out.... NOT EVEN 1 BUS!!! WTF
nvm cont waiting.. bo pian...
another bus finally came.... and its wat? WTF BUS 69 AGAIN!!!
wah lao really step dog shit.. haha
like this bo pian cont waiting...
... after like 15 mins.. the bus finally came but its bus 23... ok can go back liaos.. but its to interchange only lor.. have to walk.. of all buses... LOLX!!!
o well
*it didnt end here*

soo i rush back... when im back at last.. i checked all the windows... FUCK SIA!! its all closed liaos...
-_- all for nothing..

Wat to do.. must be because of christinina ZzzZ
she dai sway to me.. no idea y...
ok.. now throw my stuff at home and went out liaos...meet weile they all for lunch at aijisen..
damn x -_-
another hole liaos...

then some aimless walking around... trying to check out for pants.. need NEW PANTS -_-
but i think i soon go pok..

need to budget... cause owe my mum money.. o.O

haiz going back to do report and study soon.. no game to play lately ARGH

ITs MY Day....

2006-09-26T14:06:00.000-07:00

Wow
WOOHOHOOOO its my day today

slept the whole freaking morning and afternoon...
and watch replays the whole day.. and typically.. do nothing but watch replays and sleep?
evening woke up by my mum...
and dragged myself down for dinner with my mum...
and my mum Bought me a YEAR OF SUPPLY OF CONTACTS WOOHOO!!! man i love her... thanks mum =P

*im involved with too much aussies*
*including u sean.. cb*

today went over to toot house for mj..
wow im ON THE railroad track liao.. cuoo cuoo.... lalal
chachachacha gogogo.. go honor go.. woohoo..

but won 10bucks nia.. and supper for 5 bucks.. no point *faintz*
but well i won like 40plus dollars but left with 10...
its still at least a win.. ^_^
glad still and feeling happy..
left my mj at toot house.. lazy to take home heavy lar

hmmm went back for cup noodles and watch tv..
my replayss
THEY ARE VERY important to me... i want to see my shows.. =P

well and i myself... learn something... mojo cup noodles sux..
haha
and the show teach me something very good
in every person lifetime, we have soo many things to teasure. things for us to grasp but these things gone in a instand. so we have to learn to grasp while the chance is there.. and grab it b4 its gone or its too late...

well it hits me quite nicely...
i know wat i should do.. i even planned for wat will happen in these few days i even planned ahead wat might happened.. and wat steps to take, wat to say, wat to do...
but its time and again... u gave me the cold side... *shivers*
i dun know went and how should i go about with it...
u gave me a green light.. i was thikning... and then a red... tat stoped it.. and now a green and a red... o.O
wat i can tell u is... wat i feel is tat we can really try it out.. and just try... rather then like tat.. for u i dun know.. *how can i know* maybe its a wonderful starting to something good..

haha i dun know and about the past.. screw it.. i dun care about past or wat ever.. wat i want is the present and the furture to be embark on..

haha all i can say now is.. a chance..a moment of truth... to reveal wats behind the veil... <--this veil right? LOLX or vile... aiya no idea.. lalal =X

Harty harty

2006-09-12T13:40:00.000-07:00

Wohoo.. my mj luck is coming back.. love myself..
well congratz black black got new girlfriend liaoz.. well 1 more lesser person to bug me everyday..
well it seems tats the last? LOLX

no one will bug me from now on..
well wat can i do? bug people lor...
who to bug..? no one
haha...
seriously ive a feeling to bug someone i know...
well its not just a day or 2.. but well for every time tat if we can be together...
not just bug as to have something.. its just bug to be together...
but well sorta of alittle no balls.. and alittle not much of a readiness to have a great rejection =P

haha
i also dun know how to put it or how can i really want to put it..
if the person is reading this or something or u know it..??? by means <--- who can ever know it..? its just a bloody feeling i have which i never express... zzz how can anyone know it? LOLX

seriously if ya think its ya.. come on.. help me alittle... give me some balls.. some courage.. ive just shrinked my balls thr the days...
well sorta? just help me complete the first step.. as wat i like to say.. lazyiness is my talent.. =P

just take a gun and blow my head... ive buried myself into winning already.. =P my MASTER LEAGUE IS PICKING UP!!!

and ya sean.. FUK U.. find a new game come on.. BORED!!!

breakfast for crabby

2006-08-31T17:11:00.000-07:00

Haha today last paper later go school liaoz.. SOO HAPPY Can LAX liaoz..
woohoo...
wow the usage of singlish is really horrible.. lolx
i shan use anymore singlish

Wow i always in game talking about poor singaporean behaviour of begging in game..
yesterday got people was mentioning about me? LOLX cause i forgotten some stuff in game ..
throw singapore face -_- WTH.... lolx first time
singapore is proud to have me around rather then him lala =X

wahaha.. played too much yesterday i scared today paper..
hmmm well today my mum prepared breakfast for me..
well im sorta of happy as in chatted some crap with my mum..

haha im a person who is easily contented i noticed...
maybe its just the care that i need most... rather then the cold side..
anyway i scared of cold... i will shiver..
like tat day riding my bike with my friends in the rain.. was like OMFG!!! COLD shiver the whole trip..
or riding the motorbike early in the morning.. WAS LIKE OMFG!!!@ HAND FREEZE!!! need to move hand FOR BRAKES !!!LOLX

hah today chat with ms angela online for alittle while.. well quited surprised.. tat soon after tat she called ...-_- i tot she soo fast miss me..?? LOLX =P dun let her bf hear this.. lets not go into tat...
and y she called? wats my sit number... ? lol... i also dun know my sit number onez... soo dun blame her.. LOLX!!!
well off to school to meet weile and study alittle liaoz
CIaoz...

exams

2006-08-30T16:45:00.000-07:00

haizzz been busy on exams lately.. lack of sleep mentally not feeling tat well ... mugging up alot of books.. been setting my goal as 1...
DL LIST!!!
cause my mum say she getting me a laptop lalal.. =P

now i can play game even go toliet and shit .. well tats a new place to be playing.. and ive never done tat b4?
LOLX

quite really tired today... slept at 4... woke up at 7
eyes delay time is like 0.5sec.. LOLX
off duty cycle is longer then on duty cycle.. lalal siaoz liaoz

haizz today spd.. seriously u ask me wat i study yesterday?? i can tell u.. i forget everything... need to read up again later..

but later on.. i got a hit.. a kick , a punch or worst ... an impact...
totally dropped my moral to 0.. FULL 0
feeling sad for nothing.. sadded .. aiyo i go study liaoz no more crap i also dun know wtf am i typing

long waited

2006-08-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

Heyz... been a long time ive really posted... kinda of busy these 2 weeks with projects... soo can't really type any shit.. but seriously i dun think anyone really reads my blog anyway...
its a dead city...

haha but still im going to type anyway... the only few lazy ways to improve my shagged english...
o ya today got a very fucked up teacher... wah lao her thinking is soo freaking DEAD...

first few lessons was she can't accept answers that is correct that is not answer in the way of the textbook... in another words she wants txtbk ANSWERS!!! WTF ??
its like (e.g {my answer: 1+3=4} ) she say wrong? WTF right?
aiyo dun know wat she thinks.. i dun know.. because i study in my own way of understanding.. i understand.. people understand.. can already.. but i hope those who marks my final paper is not her.. knn she dun even know english
afew days ago.. she wrote ' electrons will not be drifted.......' i was like.. WTf my english soo lousy liaoz.. i want to improve.. soo i accidently said.. teacher english mistake..
then i point to 'will not be drifted'... she then say where wrong all those fucking crap..
WTF then ontop of that say my english lousy?? HELLO!!! even if my english is lousy.. i also know behind BE is not a past tense... or will not drifted or something.. knn say my english lousy infront of the whole class? she end up kanna laugh by the whole class..

dun care her liaoz..
these whole sem.. i didn't really paid much effort in my classes.. and i dun know how i survive thr the whole ordeal.. <--- haha i called it an ordeal...
seriouly i must be really thankful to everything.. even if im a free-thinker... i know it sounds alittle christian to be saying all these.. but.. well
i really must be thankful to god<--- not meaning to jesus or all those...
to wat i believe is there is a god up there which use to explain the unexplained...
its just like.. music genre or a heading to group stuff...
well must be really thankful.. cause people believe in such stuff in turn to look for hope..
well im feeling low or theres like not much of a hope in certain things or different aspect of life.. we normally turn to these soo called 'gods' well i do too.. haha i go with desmond to these temples to pray.. in search of hope...

i hope to get lucky and everything... i even hope that time can just go back to the past...
i even hope that my life can improve by alittle each day...
well after those praying.. i believed that my little hopes of every little things do come in someway or another.. which we don't know... even if its not true... we always bluff ourself that it will come soon... or just the time is not ripe.. or bluff ourself that this is how god work...

haha its not im condamning anything... just feels like typing it out..
well 365 days at home.. when u can find time to type soo much rubbish or concept that u had within u..?
learning to cherish things that ive now is something ive learned 7months ago..
wat takes 7months for me to realise is something that i always dun want to mention or say...
7months is a long time.. i know...
7months been into alot.. like trying to get back into my past...
like trying to be the o'godly HoNoR
or the captain of the team..
and even banana god <--- well its the best

till now none of them is been successful or been happy in doing it..

Aspect of life in the past:
Gaming always im the best.. ill play and put my very best..
im called honor is not because im honourable in my games or wat..
its cause using the nick honor makes people know that its u.. the very u that sends shiver in all gamers spine.. or their cpu LOLX...
(well but now? ive given up gaming 8months ago... now i doubt i can pick it up again by any means... even in dota or watever.. the long invinicable micro or the speed of controls? and the killing instincts? all gone.. gone... no more... sean dun ask me y... nl dun ask me y i got so lousy im just lousy for giving up wat i love most... gaming... ive given up tat... and gaming given up on me... no more feelings for gaming.. can't feel it anymore)

Soccer... haha thats in the past already.. i dun have the passion like wat ivan said b4... ive lost the passion to play the game... instead of loving the game or anything.. ive just stop improving and got worse by the day... forget it.. just forget it... feels like playing but dun have the spirit to play..

at first ive got this wonderful job in whitesands...
i wonder at first... i can earn soo much and get stuff while im there
ha. ha. ha. wishful thinking..
commitment is something that its not in my blood
delication is something that ive lost
my own life is something that ive wasted
lazyiness is something ive gained after losing soo much
(wow this is such a good poem or watever its called)

i noticed im soo creative at nite.. only at this time.. LOLx

well ive tot of having a blog for me to post weekly stories of bordom.. where people put their heading and i type according.. depending on how i wanted the story to be...
haha little ways to improve my english.. how can 1 be soo thristing for knowledge after they been soo lazy in recent days?

no sense no sense..
i can see my mind is already all over the place...
the words that is coming out here is sorta of all over the place too

well i should do a little summary:
wat i really wants to say is... why do i have a feeling i lost something important when ive lost nothing...? the most important thing ive lost is like 7months ago... but this time i can really feel the weight? maybe i lost too much even mj LOLX!!!!
seriously if u ask me y i dun want make an effort then?
well i told my little slave y...
u know.. for that little day of urs ive planned for like 6 months...
ive convince people into teaching me
ive practised for like a month.. learning different tricks
what i want to present to u.. its the very thing that ive long wanted to have it back...
a moment of magic... a moment of promises... a moment of longing
but in the week b4 that day.. or maybe 3days b4 the day... u've made me changed my mind..
well i dun know wats in my mind but its just something that ive noticed tat it wasted my planning for soo long..
learning to give up and release maybe its the process of 7months..
haha...

o ya ive looked at my bro grad pictures which we took at the studio.. man i hate my own pics.. soo yuck..the make up is nice.. i just dun like my own facial features...

well maybe soon i going to pray again.. hope that maybe someday its going to head for the better

despire and dismay.. and
something ive long wanted
is to go to sleep right now.. soo im ending it right here right now... tata

BLog blog blog

2006-07-29T13:16:00.000-07:00

Fine.. ill blog for aday...
lol lately very busy.. next week also very busy.. cna't really blog much

haha my slave been down lately... but well got me such a good master.. she scared wat? LOLX
anyway... There i blog le... -__-

haizz tired still.. yesterday chiong mct with wei le.. still got afew stuff to do..
and next week got 4 quizs PST project...
mct interview.. soo many.. aiyo ... HOW HOW HOW

still need to practise on my magic skills..... =P
will overtake weile =P

ok i dun talk much i better go orhorh soon.. tml study

Crabby Nick unknown

2006-05-31T11:55:00.000-07:00

laLA... Today is such a boring day...

*mental block* still...
im soo isolated lately...

BORED already.. im bored of getting bored.. and im soo lazy to go out ... so in another words im bored of getting bored which i lazy to make myself not getting bored... which i just isolate myself.. LOLX
anti social... Hmm if u understand the crap im typing up there ill be glad...
and EXplain LOLX

Hmm today.. been quite a Tiring day... dun know wHY i GOT 12/30 FOR MY MATHS OMFG~!~!~

hAhaha... cause teacher forgot to mark my 2nd part of paper.. o well got 15/30... i still think i suck... but NLP... must think im very good in my studies.. im very good in my studies..
lalal

have to start to study soon ba...
then when i say ill start to study... kai xiang say me... u say tat from sec3 ... -_-
FINE!!! i stop studying ever since p5 or maybe p3
i everyday happy go lucky...
but im lucky .... =P maybe?
o well.. then in lec... i say i want to study agian.. i dozed off and sleep LOLX
HOW CONTRIDICTING!!! omg... i sux ... really

haizz... then later on.. weisian and his fucked up logic.. i dun give a shit lar...
i today dun give a shit to everything.. dun ask me y... i maybe pms or watever u want to call it... im just fucked up.. ok?
then went over to boon house...
haha finding people for mj...
im like soo freaking.. how to say.. i use my left hand beat right hand.. contridicte myself...
like e.g....
i go boon house..say wait for him find people mj then go over my house..
and i say the yang man hu jiang.. i heavnt' watch got replay at 2pm.. soo i was going to watch.. i slept on his bed...
then weisian contact us.. ask us who got play.. i woke up and boon ask me ask matoot.. i say ok and go back to sleep again.. LOLX
then later on.. hand no blood liaoz.. i change handz.. i ask boon who playing mj? then while he was saying.. i go back sleep again.. LOLX
then woke up again.. cause hand no blood ... change hand....
if u know wat i mean lar.. i lazy to explain.. =X
then i ask boon.. who got play.. he say black.. i say ok..
i go back sleep... LOLX
then woke up.. i ask boon again.. cfm all playing?
he say yea... then i say ok.. u go take a bath ba.. then i play his dota game..
LOLX... got people scold me noob.. then ok lor.. noob.. anyway i gtg liaoz.. soo i quit.. FIRST time quitter.. =X.. not my nick anyway.. hl...
LOLX

then play mj... and watch my lame tv shows....
later on play soccer...
from 11pm played till now.. Dead tired...
im beated...
haha my hamstring well its recovered.. but still abit weak..
i played quite ok ba...
but bg make me dulan and weisian too.. as usual i HL again... no care...
lazy to care..

haha while going back.. i walked the path where she used to pei wo together walk together in each other hands... the place where i had the deepest impression... =(
well sometimes going into this kinda of shit.. its not about how much u give .. then u gain how much.. and also its not about how much progress u made...
keeping a record is good.. but sometimes too obsessed in the progress chart makes urself a jerk...
well its just a reminder for everyone and myself...
next time please kick me if im been a fucker...
BUT NOT MY NUTS!!! thanks...

CCN DAY

2006-05-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

Haha .. did my ccn day today...
Haizz game master for winning 11?
bullshit..
none can compare to the standard lor...
but seriously.. the game tat i draw... i shuold not use chelsea.. play too di siao liaoz..
o well today de ccn its quite a disappointment lar..

haha... Why?... im asking myself y?
o well, i can tell u all y ba...
From wat i see last year...
CCN day... i got people to pei wo walk all over the place.. Alan and desmond..
Angela... ( really thanks )
well and this year?
NONE... ok for the fact that desmond did pei wo walk around.. but seriously i dun know i feel im very isolated... kinda of having a mental block with the outside social world liaoz...
*MENTAL BLOCK*

walk around the school performed magic to desmond... well i hate u desmond.. sheesh..
haha i think im kinda of alone liaoz ba...
And yea... i GOT a surprise on the mj session today...
ANd i got to rush home just because of it...

today mj session.. hmm SOO DULAN.. SOO PISSED OFF At WEISIAN
WTF leh... 3games.. JUST 3 GAMES... not even 1 wind... HE LOST 50bucks WTF?
i really should not share with him...
*regrets*
life there is soo many regrets... well today is not the biggest one... the biggest one is letting u go...
like wat ive heard... even i can't let u go.. later on i still need to let u go...

Hmmm Then THEN i ate 2 dumplings.. and half a spring chicken RICE... ITS LIKE ALOT LOR!!
haha eating alot because alot of anger... and regrets...
Then later on... gone for Movie... Xmen3... WOOHOO nice show... really cool effects.. but i tot nightcrawler in XMEN?
and juggernaute is a normal human.. not a mutant... but he got the kryton crystal thingy...
alot of distortion to the story... but well its a nice film anyway.. 3.5stars out of 5
o ya there is this couple at the lift well we were taking...
then suddenly the girl lean on the guy chest and starts to take deep breath... i was like laughing inside.. but only smile on the outside...
then later on i told my friends.. imagine i suddenly *puuuttt* i farted.. It will be like SOO COOL!!! kick ass...
well im jealous i just admit it.. im jealous.. haha... wat to do?

soo now ive got home to rest alittle...
Tml i had a soccer match.. i dun know should i play or not... my torned hamstring i dun know will it be a turning factor or not... i scare i pull again.. then go hospital and then i die... BEST!!

BLogged at last..

2006-05-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

well been quite a well ive last blogged...
seems like lately my life dulled down alot...
nothing much of a story to write or mention...

well i think also no one bothers to read them.. or even click..
because wats the most important the most important person tat i want to care about doesn't seems to care or bother..

the people who i really want to change.. didn't seems to bother and care..
well.. haha then dun bother..
lately been slacking alot didn't really did much..
except for a VEry bad injury of pulling my hamstring.. been a week liaoz... now turned BLACK liaoz..
i really wonder will i be crippled? LOLX
tats like soo far fetched anyway..
haizz ccn day... im the game master??? wtH... winning eleven.. even if im tat good.. dun make it sounds like im godly... i do lose ... only sometimes..

wat really can help me brighten up everything it seems to be only 1 thing...
Well ALAN u say find another... -_- u find give me lar... sounds soo easy
like go downstairs buy a bottle of cock.. HAHa =X

AT LAST... A long Sleep

2006-05-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

Haha... Orientation is fun... i know its been soo long i never post.. Lazy
LAzy is my talent...
ahh lets not talk about stuff that happened soo long ago... or else really alot to type...
aka... My orientation class is soo much fun...
A meaningful week... and been soo lonely with weile in mie only...

while... stuff ive put it down... but gotten sick at the wrong time again...
YES BEEN A WEEK OF FLU AND cough... DAmn it...
of course i never take care myself also lar...
drink soda water all those crap... and spreading my illness around... lalal =X

yes sophia i still want my 10bucks back...

while lets talk about today..
while i was asleep for like 4 hours only... i got a really really really WEIRD dream... i dun think i want to talk about it... cause its bad... =X
i dreamt about this certain girl i know is my gf... but she already got bf? weird weird dream SERIOUS!!! its not about those hanky panky things... its about the feeling... weird still... i dun care its weird...
die i think i have to go check up wats up with the meaning..
o ya... lately ive been quite down in luck... can't have a proper day without anything going right...
like E.G today... my mum woke me up after i slept like for 4hours only? tired sia...
and wake up liaoz... just did nothing and watch im not stupid too with my parents... LOLX

then got late meeting alan and nl...
Firstly, we went to bugis to see clothes... o.O
They want to see de... i no money... broke...
typically doing nothing at home.. soo i think go out walk walk also good...
soo went over to suntec.. to CJ look for my friends and angela... well a suprise visit... which happens she is not working... o.O tough luck... well 1day ill pop out and catch u lazying around =X
well my contact drop when we are about to leave bugis... DAMN IT!!!
wearing 1side only... got a really bad headache after wearing 1side only... soo got rid of another side
lucky my contacts is near expiring date..
... well wat can u see with only 1side of ur contacts?
walk walk... kick a curb... nearly fall down...
lol i matrix sia.. slow motion fly up and drop down..
but lucky my leg fast enough... stop my fall... and still standing up... alan n NL was like.. WTF~!!!
shuai~!!! lolx...
then went over to suntec for some STARS.... =X
LOLX i think its the first time i went to a fast food... and felt like home...
all the song played i know de... o.O like my PLAYLIST!!! O.O
serious.. CJ workers should know y LOLX
Then after eating... we got to the point... go over to lucky plaza......
which they wat to buy birthday present for jashua.. at the house of condoms...
WE GOT A VIBRATOR for him... but it cost too much.. soo i think we got a doddle or how u spell tat...
but lucky alan gets to keep it first and HAVE fun with it...

Soon... we all went seperate ways back... on the MRT... i was like standing and dozing off... o.O really TIRED sia...
and having these headache... then got home and watch my TVS!!! WOOOHOO
and yup i had a nice filling dinner... ATE really really alot...

Addon

2006-04-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

o.O... haizz later going for the tp breifing thingy..
Yesterday nite... i rmb about the show talking about 3 friends..
1st. "Lost" once u saw this friend... u will slowly meet up with
2nd. "Regret" after u meet up with this u learn tat u also get to meet up with
3rd. "Cherish"
Typically hes trying to mean is... Once u lost something.. u only learn that u've regreted tat u lost it... after Awhile u learn to Cherish things.. At the End.. u can't meet up ALL 3 friends together.. its impossible.. LoLx
Well while taking a bath just now... i was thinking my fault? not my fault? my fault? not my fault? my fault? not my fault...
then soon i came up its my fault... o well.. i solved my own riddle.. have u?

On my way ......

2006-04-16T12:27:00.000-07:00

Haizz mj lost money again.. been on a BIG LOSING STREAK!!!
dun know why.. lost 30 and another 30... now another 45.. WTF!!!
how can it be..

last time can win soo much now losing liaoz..

hmmm i was sleeping yesterday and i was thinking.. soo bored wat to do...
then.. something struck my head.. i can read the God damn big Bible.. its like full of stuff to read... LoLx

i think ill start reading soon ba..
haizz... Still lingering around those 3 songs...
1st. Yesterday - The beatles (starting of it)
2nd. Honey honey - sun yanzhi (middle of it)
3rd. I'm not okay - MY chemical Romance (ending of it)
WHY stuff must happened this way?... O well... anyway i fixed my song thingy...
listen and enjoy... ^_^...
may i BE WITH THE FORCE.. o.O sotz liaoz
and ya... SOPHIA i need money.. 10bucks girl

Posted AT last..

2006-04-15T12:37:00.000-07:00

Well im lazy.. can't bothered to post...
haha later noon ive to go swimming with alan... then i maybe going to pop up at kok yong's house.. b4 he book in.. been awhile ive hang out with him... miss my old buddy...

well alot of things been going in my mind lately.. AGAIN..
dun know why.... maybe of the things that just happened recently...
been thinking of ... yup.. u guessed it.. still can't put it down.. WHY??...
maybe ive gotten rid of it in my mind.. but sub-con i can't forget it... well maybe its a experiance for me.. to keep it.. its always hard to forget...

awww man.. because of these thinkings .. i think im going crazy .. i dream also dream siao siao things..
like while swimming at the sea.. i saw emre... -_- and played soccer with him... and cool i outrun him.. HAHA =X
and then for yesterday.. i dream about i was in a soccer matching playing with the gunners... MAN IM SOT in the brainz liaoz... how how how?

o well... screw it...
and yes.. SOphia u owe me 10bucks... ill make sure u pay.. and YES i wun forget it.. LOLX...
awww.. i think i lazy to change ur link.. but i think i did liaoz..

lately been chatting with deanne.. discovered she can be quite a nice person to chat with UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE>.. >.< wun say names HAha =X

and well Angela.. u never come contact me..
well i think im disconnected from the outside world... everyone ignores me... 3msg sent and none return.. well in the matter of fact.. yes... 12 hours later... HOW FAST!!!

maybe i shan stress myself over stupid stuff.. or maybe i should go out more... haha not really into nite soccer unless i get my SHOES... soo WAIT for my shoes.. then i go down and soccer.. been lazy also lar

today got badminton game... i never go down play with my bro...
got nite soccer... i lazy to go down too..
just want to be at home and just be with myself...
and sry chuheng.. not that i dun want to play dota with u... its just tat SOO BORing...
playing stupid maps with sean like... Tank wars... Footies.. and custom hero areana... ? dumb right? haha

i think im going to quit dota for good... the noobs is really making me bored... sry guys... ^_^ and sry i dun think ill be joining any of ur clans ba... im going to lock myself up and just die ... tata.. im signing out...

CrabBy's Nite

2006-04-02T14:25:00.000-07:00

WoOHOO!! Been awhile ive last blogged right??
sianz ma lately.. nothing to do...
well afew days ago went down to macpherson road and got my job training... WELL AT LAST!!
ok... then now still waiting for schedule ... DAmn... its long.. out of job out of money..
these Few days been really BORED nothing to do..
yesterday hand itchy... jio several people for mj...
and i end up losing money... -_- im innocent sia.. my bro lost for me... but o well its shared... i lost 40bucks.. O.O
haha o well mj is like tat de... money lose to each other later... will rotate back one.. =P
then after mj ... toot, boon, bg, weisian, ahfat , black and ME!!
when out for supper... got several roti parata.. and rojak.. we ate like hungry ghost ... haha..
devoure our food o.O
disgusting group of guys.. (including me ^_^)

Later on i reach home liaoz...
switch on the tv... and watch some taiwan celebraties shows... quite nice.. on the liu zhen part... where she dances... nice.. ^_^
later on... around 6am my bro came out.. watch soccer with me... bar vs real...
loLx its like final mintues... and then later on watch the final scores of EPL...
several nice goals o.O
then later on..
we watch whois line is it anyway on axn 18...
lol soo lame... .. well watch till 8am.. liaoz.. tired
but dun feel like sleeping.. dun know why. maybe still feeling something is missing ba...
^_^ lets not go into tat...

soo ZzZZz
and woke up at 4.30pm...
late hor... got up liaoz.. my bro jio me go eat lunch+ dinner.. o.O...
we went all the way till sembawang shopping center for cheap thai food..
haha the food there not really VERY good thai food.. but at least it taste decent.. and its cheap.. 3 people eat only... (me, my bro and his gf)
everyone ate till full full sia...
its like for 29bucks?
Lolx cheap sia... next time go there liaoz.. but queue long lar...

later on.. toot they all jio me play mj again... got home at 8pm..
and my bro say.. the bike need warming up... soo i leg itchy go try to start up (WHICH i know how)
But the engine too COLD... (raining ma)
then kick kick and kick
cannot start... -_-* (anger)
haha.. then my bro take over.. because he say he scared later the dun know where got too much oil inside.. LOlx..
becuase i dulan liao ma.. kick and kick faster liaoz...
soo gone up for mj with them..
o.O 2 rounds.. and i won 130chips.. which is 65 dollars LALAL.. won back yesterday i lost de.. WOOHOO
well win soo much must be good one.. cover up abit.. because aiya i good ma =P
soo i cover ahfat 10bucks.. and toot 5 bucks.. soo end up win 50 BUCKS!! WOOHOO

then HAPPY happy go play soccer.. soo like u know i just reach home.. always at this kind of timing blogging.. i think later i go watch tv again till 8am LOLX..

seems like my blog is getting lonely.. o well its for me only
And my msn private msg will have my Daily quotation ...
Today: Chance is Sometimes God's Give, But Most of the time is Created by urself

Happy Trip out

2006-03-24T13:23:00.000-08:00

ZzZz .. went out and got my Hp fIXED at last!!! happy... lolx
haha went down to meet up with hy and lf today...
and guess who i saw... nisey and her sis... cool... =P..
well typically.. i wants to eat yoshinoya... soo just went down and ate the beefy bowl.. YUMMY!! salty food.. nice.. =P
haha... well i ate fast.. soo we went off to eastpoint afterwards to get my hp fix... along the way.. we had fun chit chating around..
well at times i really hope tat the ones around me is not only them only or my friends.. how i hope the ones around me can be the ones tat is not really around me always..
(eg. junyi, LEANNE = yes ur the lucky one, sophia, SEAN... u dick, sharmaine... well dun know where u die too but still ^^!, gerald , kc and friends and lastly... tat someone special = i dun know who soo dun ask me ... )

hmmm after i gave up my hp to Sony ericsson ... we went over to sembawang to check out a couple of new releases... haha.. got afew nice new songs.. which i forgotten wat.. but i got this one KORN twisted transistor... its nice.. metal song =O

sry ar hy and lf.. got to throw u girls away mid way... because im really tired liaoz... soo went home and really SLEEP...
haha woke up at 8pm.. zhUN zhun for my show on scv
" my teacher is wong fei hong " nice sia 8pm - 845pm on channel 55
then later on... watching a series show borrowed from toot... (xian jian ji xia zhuan) cool sia.. 846pm till 9pm
then i have to go back to scv again...
" love bond aka xing hua fang" nice show too... quite touching... lovely storyline about family ties and funny stuff... 9pm till 945pm on channel 55
then... i quickly go finish up my Xian jian ji xia zhuan... till like 1008pm... then quickly meet up with ws and went over for soccer...

while we were at the 7-11.. we share a bottle of coke... and free a bottle of tiramisu coffee...
we gobble down both bottles.. haha... and went for soccer ( TATS DUMB REALLY )
after kicking the ball afew times.. do some stunning stuff... and miss passes...
my stomach started to twirl... DAMN!!
stomache.. haha.. sub alex in.. and i rest at aside..

then we change places to the basketball court... and played the first game.. kukus again.. =P
we were doing quite well... and soon police come.. lOLX!! end game in like 8mins after we started... sHAGGED
Soo wat we do? go home lor...
and i cont finish up the whole series ..... now just finish up the vcd and my charmed... haha.. soo happy.. and tired... maybe i should call it a day..
o ya... sms around with angela just now.. well still take care of urself in CJ... and dun try to be hero and chiong ur schedule lOLX and rmb anything look for my friends in suntec CJ or ms CJ... they will help u de...

well enough of bull around liaoz..
at first i got a nice pharse while i was taking a bath just now.. but now.. i forgotten it all liaoz.. well my motto... IF i can do it once, i can do it twice... soo dun ponder over wat u've just lost and create another chance for urself to make a 2nd chance... ^_^ cool right? bluff myself only...

DEAd training with sean and Loopo

2006-03-18T11:52:00.000-08:00

Hmmm Today..
kannaa of boring and stunning lar...
because yesterday i reach home around 4 and took and bath after my soccer which was ruined by those freaking cilivian police... chased us away...
haizz shagged.. 2 days straight...

Then after that wait for loopo to log on.. was like SOO LONG~!!!~!@~!
nvm... play a round of stupid game.. and when to sleep.. AND GUESS WAT...
MY bro lock the door.. im very peaceful de.. soo i slept outside... after like 2 hours of sleep.. my whole body very itchy sia.. alot of mosquitoe bites..
i was vERY VERY dulan... i walk up to the door
i knock very loud ... till my mum wake up... at that time she came into the room.. when i just jump on my bed.. i was like very dulan... knn.. itchy..
then my bro kanna scolding lolx =X for locking the door and locking me outside...
then early morning.. my bro having tution in the room... I WAS INSIDE SLEEPING...
-_- i woke up after 5 hours of sleep.. and jump down my bed... i saw they doing maths... i can't even see wat questions... then i go talk cock.. " use matrix to solve easy" lolx STUNNING!!!

lolx after soo many stuns.. i log on my pc... ahhh guess who msg me first.. SEAN!!!
jio me go play dota.. first time sia... then first game i micro till like fuck... very lousy... still half awake.. i dulan.. i go out buy food and drink to get ready for 2 game..

then later on loopo log on.. together 3 of us play.. WAHAHA soo funny game.. (well i wun go into it) (because we totally owned those noobs)
but still very sianz bored...

later on play winning with my cousins and friends.. and when out for supper till now.. ZzZz...
boring life alll about gaming..
the one who brighten it up , also seems to be the one who totally diminished it...

Boring HolidayzZzZ... ZZzZz

2006-03-16T11:13:00.000-08:00

Hey hey Hey....
SORRY!!! im having a Boring Holiday.... EVeryday soo sianz.. stay at home... and watch tv and play game.. Nothing to do lor...
no one jio me out one... Sianz...
on top of that... my ACCOUNT TIO CLOSED!!! WTF!!! my wc3 ACCOUNT!@#!@#

NOTe: NoOby.Dish Changed To Dishy
Dun know why also.. dun ask me...

Haizz just got home from soccer.. kanna chased away by police... no guns one =X
shagged today play liek cock...

well who cares anyway... anyway i try to post often lar..
but no one really reads them... im getting tired of whinning soo much or complaining too much
(learned from DOTA)

Chicky pox week

2006-03-05T09:49:00.001-08:00

-_-... typically ive typed this post 2nd time le.. but my comp fREAK crashed.. dun know wats wrong..
haha sry ar.. now clearing all the spider webs...
got chicken pox... soo didn't really go out.. just stay at home and ROT... and i really mean ROT Lor... all these boils growing all over me.. Haizz.. soo many..
haha but Firstly... i want to thanks afew people who pei wo while i had my chicky pox..
without u guys.. im really BORED to death and sianzator

(seriously this is wtf... i lost the btm part the 2nd time ... KNN!!! ) (sry)
AH fat-Everyday bug me to play Dota... which i wnat to quit... haha.. ok lar.. while i having chicken pox got people pei wo-
Sophia -the Girl who ALWAYS find topic to argue with me.. AND YES i CAN eat prawns.. i dun care de... -,- man ROAR-
Leanne -Typically u do nothing -_-... just chat with me tat 1 day.. haha but thanks anyway-
Angela -THE BEST liaoz... man LOVE U SOO MUCH!!!! everyday pei wo when i was sick.. can live without u during then... hahaha everyday chit chat on msn even to late nitez ... and play stupid games.. well thanks alot.. really my goodddddddddyyyyy buddy.. =P but too bad u found a job.. had to throw me alone again... but still .. JIA YOU!!! for ur new job.... hope u really enjoy-
Denise -haha Starting pei wo... well thanks for the efforts to chit chat with me.. ^_^ really thanks-

*hope the top part wun go missing again.. or else is really -.-*
haha soo many people pei wo.. but still because i stunning.. i never really want to sleep.. because of all people i was hoping for someone else...i hope ur reading this .. honest.. because everyday i was just hoping 1 phone call from u.. just a call of concern will do.. but none.. rather disappointed... haha it makes me feel like its more like a fling liao.. and thanks for the lie of telling me something else on the phone tat day.. friday the 13th...

well ok.. mr Honor is back to blogging abit..
just maybe just blog up abit.. and cock up some stories.. haha hope i get some listeners ba..

Well today just now watch i guess i guess i guess guess guess... (direct translated) from wu zhong xian and see those guys that looks like girls.. WAH LAO!! BTH sia.... really BTH.. haha to wat i can say.. their childhood got some problemz...

haha to me... my life is like always a mystery.. people always have a wrong miss conception on me..
well im kinda of a home guy thingy lar... only stay at home.. and zzz if got work then go out lor.. friend jio me out then go out... lazy to think tat much.. =P brain siaoz siao one...
and YES i like to eat prawns and crab.. =P sophia want to challenge me.. come.. =P
but hor.. typically i love to eat everything lar.. i like to eat only =X..
my life is always around those group of friends only...
go out see movie, slack together, soccer or maybe play mj ... -_- i like to gamble when ive the mood .. but i dun GAMBLE ALOT!! serious lar... some times LONG LONG then bet on soccer.. but WHy people say i always bet alot de.. (to lingfeng and hui ying) >.<
im soo innocent de.. and I DUN EVERYDAY PLAY winning... only when u all come then i play.. im NOT soo SICK to play everyday.. -_- i ability to judge people movement

typically my life is like that only... if ur asking me who i really likes... sry but its still u jess.. i not really put it down yet.. (tats for u KC .. u dick..) ( to albert just STFU -_- ur also another one)
really disappointed on how u deal with such stuff.. maybe is my wrong or something for not concerning.. but.. haizz no mood to say about such things at my blog... <--i dun need people comment on that.. *thanks for ur kindness*

Boring sunday the day b4 exams

2006-02-18T21:43:00.000-08:00

Heyzz... today is the day b4 exams... haizz edevice not yet finish studying... my mental is like totally very thrashed up... very messy now... dun know wth i want... and wat i dun... wat i want to study wat i dun want to.. lOLX mess up...

ok... been rather busy with afew games for the past 2 days... i dun know why.. hahaha... didn't study no mood again... study alot lately... screwed up myself alot also... i broked alot of my usual lifestyles..
dun know why
i don't like to play games liao..
no interest in soccer...
dun feel like sleeping...
end up studying... -_- <--- dun know why..
my friends also say i siao liao.. yup i think i siao liao

haha in alan tag i mention b4
I lose skills everyday....
I lose myself everyday...
I lose my mind everyday...
I lose my Life everyday....
I lose to you everyday...
I lose to everyone everyday...
I lose my social life everyday...
I lose u most importantly...
soo i can bracket everything....
into ( I LOSE EVERYDAY )

well study half way thr my edevices... trying to finish up asap...
maybe can pei sophia DA JIE to ps for the super band thingy...
really really really sry... not tat i dun want to go.. i really have to finish my studies first =X

lately didn't really happened much...
but something REALlY ReALly joker happened tat is weisian stuff..
well such things not going to be said at my blog.. but later on if got more time maybe ba...

haha something really happened while i was typing this blog...
my clothes hanging outside of the house all drop because of the wind... i had to run down and get it.. and 1 stuck at the ledge at lvl1... well thanks to my neighbour tat they help my take it back.. =P

at first i tot wah if im my mum i wun bother.. but wat to lose just open ur mouth only and ask..
sometimes a chance is given to u.. ONLY if u open ur mouth and ask for it... sometimes is u urself assume tat there wun be any chance... but u never know if u never asked... a chance might drop out from the sky without the person having any effort been used... but most of the time... a chance is EARN after u made an effort...that effort comes in the form of asking, doing somethings or maybe just been nice and reply...

V...DAY

2006-02-13T23:05:00.000-08:00

Well well well.. been awhile ive blogged...
Haha shutting myself off from my social world.. need to really concentrate in studies...
well doing tat... ive to reject alot of things like soccer and gaming...
haizz feel like quitting soccer and gaming for good.. lost interest liao..
consider me dead... LOLX
after my knee cap injury i dun feel like doing anything sia... i know the injury is a small case ... but i can't get any str out.. ARGH!!! *anger*
maybe after my exams ill join u all for soccer ba.. slowly train back..
2ndly... gaming.. i dun have godly touches in game liao... HAIZZ!!!! tat one is instincts cannot train one.. WHY GOD must deprive me from my talents... =(
3rdly ... felt soo dead still LOLX

ok back to blogging and not whinning..
haha past 2 days want to study.. but can't force myself to study... i take the notes and STARE and ZZZ
LOLX when i woke up its like 11pm in the nite.. HAIZZZ sadded.. soo i go play rakion with alan.. DDamn u desmond.. dun want to call in and conf.. haha... lazy ass...
well well well... today Valentine day.. i wish all of u couples out there happy and be safe =X
haha.. cause i dun have one.. *stop asking* haha...
well later going to study.. yup with my friends... soo lets hope junyi will come down and look for me ba... need ur help with mATHS!!!... come on *begs to god* <--- which i dun

NO PROJECTS!!!

2006-02-09T09:48:00.000-08:00

WOohooo The embarkment of no projects... but the ending of no projects is the beginning of something else.. EXAM TIME!!!
STRESSS!!!!... Wow mr calvin first time say STRESS.. Weird hor..
LoLx dfund... SHAGGED..
i got the answers le.. i go cancel them and write the wrong ones..
haha... Anyway.. then later on JAVA!!! wah hand up report...
waitting in class for the teacher sooo long... watching smallville on my HP...
STRUGGLING to watch LOLX ... screen soo small... lolx.. but at least i get to finish up my 1st episode ...
Then at last my turn to present my java to teacher...
he suddenly ask me wats e.getsource() i was like BLANK!!! OMG i dun know haha
i felt like this starting of the year everything flashs by soo fast... i dun know wats happening around.. i dun feel like studying liaozz... everything like i dun know wat is happening too
haizz... all my subjects i dun know wth am i studying about.. ... soo empty

anyway back ... haha when into DR PREM lessons... Give us attuide again.. im like very easily got pissed off..
my friend aliman ask him a question he give AP
i LUN.. then another time.. he give AP answers i LUN then next give AP face..
i dulan i ask him the question again.. he give ap answer i dulan i give him AP replys...
i copy finish liao want to leave.. but he got test paper to give out... damn LOLX
if not i ready to leave liao..
i think i going to post it up to mr LOW .. haha..
AFter his lessons desmond,me,cheeleng,raymond,jashua went over to watch a vollyball match.. LOLX
soo nice to watch th B'Boys play.. Soo fast pace.. soo nice..
then looking at JYSS playing with CCH .... all daoster.. no one is friendly.. o well.. haha
then saw shaoying .. say hi to her only.. -_- all soo hostile.. anyway... put up a nice game...
and jess take care of ur leg... ur struggling inside...
then afterwards.. watch PRSS game.. desmond stead is playing inside... lolx...
hmm they play better =X
then looking at NUMBER 11 from PRSS... HAha her calf mucles is like nice.. got train de.. bigger then urs leh desmond.. LOLX

then after tat.. went over to macpherson road to pei desmond collect his pay with his friend...
hmm then when for an interview.. WOOOHOO got job liao.. no more Slacker honor..
service line AT LAST!!! at LAST i can USE MY MOUTH to earn money.. haha
then came back to tampines for dinner... ate LJS... AIYO forgot to top up my card.. LOLX
later .. desmond and his gay friend go off first.. as bg and bh came.. pei them to eat.. then go back.. i want to watch im not stupid 2.. but im freaking tired... just reach home ZZZZZZ

IM REALLY SRY HY REALLY really sry.. sorry... i accidently over slept... really really sry leh.. forgive hor
sry guys 3 days in the row... i slept less then 10 hours
dozed off in class more then twice =X

Boring Day

2006-02-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

Argh... stupid eye .. got scratch on sat... then eye keep closing.. very tired dun know why.... important lessons keep sleeping.. should deserve a SLAP instead
Hmm today early morning.. woke up saw lawence (turtle) and charmaine at the bus stop.. Sry charmaine .. lolx talking with lawence... never talk to u...
later on when into maths lecture.. wah teach the stuff.. should be easy.. but i dun know.. all BLANK BLANK!!! i copy copy copy only.. die must start studying liao

haha tat is why i monday go buy my new pencil BOX!! woohoo got a pencil box liao...
then alan nl they all was like.. WTF calvin with pencil box?... rare..
hmm because mr calvin here is going to start studying liao..

then later on.. planned with desmond go pei him watch vollyball after school .. i was thinking go there earlier.. but he dun want.. soo nvm lor...go there after maths tut...
and well i slept at maths tut too.. see wat i mean by i deserve a slap...
Mr honor ar mr honor.. seems to lost himself liao.. firstly, no mood to study... do stuff half hearted... sleeping all the time.. bo chap bo chap attuide..
lolx.. and today SRY bro... really sorry leh alan...
haha i leg itchy.. go do a trick on the bottle on the floor.. and i pulled it and chipped over my back to my front.. and flew and hit alan by the head.. =X wo wu xing de..

Anyway later on after school, when over to the sports complex with desmond.. checking out his stead having a match with duman high... Well.. typically pasir ris played well... several nice balls.. but then just lack of a very good tactical play.. duman high stand on a higher end..
well i saw the first set only.. which duman won by 25 - 21
Duman played well... and better tactic too.. <--- not bad game anyway... have a fair share of excitement on both sides...

then desmond have to go for his jap reharseral.. soo i go back liao.. the ones i want to see is not there anyway.. haha =X must had missed out liao
ok i have to go rush my TCS presentation liao.. but first i go ZzZzeesss off for a moment.. head very heavy... <-- see wat i mean... deserve a slap right? haha

SundayzzZZ

2006-02-05T11:26:00.000-08:00

YAwn.. Woke up from a mj session yesterday...
2pm in the afternoon.. SOoo tired...
haha.. got up and found out.. im going out to bai nian to my aunties they all
my mummy side ones... sooo complicated soo many rankings.. zzzz

haha got into the car started to listen to Season in the sun by westlife..
haizz..
then reach hougang liao.. got out of the car... my knee cap made a "cracking sound"
sadded
haizz
then while walking i felt my knee cap was weak.. and sometimes it shaked abit

very sad liao
whole day my knee cap is been weak weak weak..
hurts still

then later on.. rush back to watch TV... haha
shows...
anyway sophia ur sooooo fierce.. ZZzZz
=X

then my pc tio SPYWARE or dun know wtf is this.. pop ups..
i tried everything sia
ad-ware , spybot s&d, a-squared, pcpitstop, pro uninstaller, even hjiackthis. also cannot..
now still having pop ups... (not porn pop ups) (some fuck up sad company which can't sell their product)
cfm is tio backdoor and worm... i found their backdoor.. i deleted it.. but it appeared again..
i can't detect their fucking worm.. ZZZZ
trying to get more anti virus stuff

haizz my body is breaking down... my computer is breaking down
... im feeling soo fucked up
my kneecap, ankle, eye, head, stomach, now even my jaw? WAH lao
then my pc is soo fucked up
haizz
later 8am going to see doctor and get an X-Ray.. hope i've nothing wrong..
well i think maybe i gotta quit soccer for good soon liao
kinda of feeling like.. very sank and very sad...
but i dun reflect it de.. everyday wearing a mask.. a happy one.. ^_^
feeling down and the lowest now.. but no one to pei wo...
on top of that.. got daosterz... =(
sadded sadded ...
why mr honor why? why ur like tat?
haizz i feel like just maybe just tear out my sadness..
but i dun tear... =(... not even one..
even on friday the 13th.. (sry) (im more cornern about u then myself tearing)
how how how.. haizz

SOCCER!!!!

2006-02-04T03:53:00.000-08:00

Today early morning... Woke up... ZzZZz... was like.. OMG SHAGGED... tired...
then got off my bed and felt my knee cap.. .O FUCK.. PAIN!!!
wah the same old problem again... yesterday nite play with rowdies they all.. air kicked when i was about to ram.. ZZZ pain sia...
soo got my bro out help twist here and there.. haha
but still pain...
then got ready for school...
open the door liao... found out.. OMG.. boon bike.. need to ride it to school
haha loc kok bike..
soo noisy.. then back tire also got problem.. ZZZZ
its killing me sia riding his bike... soo much strength needed to peddle.. but move abit HAHA... crazy liao..
reach school liao.. did my psycho test... pass up my TCS stuff..
then when over boon house throw his bike there..
then got my bro to drive me to his game..
ZZZ my knee cap is killing me
then change my gear liao... wahaha... GODLY!!! not used to wearing boots and play.. PLay left back... haha but chiong one ... haha
got 2 chance for me... at the first half...
first half i dribble... lob pass 1 person... dribble past my half... and then 3/4 court then cross in... nearly score for my team de striker.. damn.. haha
then while playing soccer... eye pain.. eye soo pain..

after tat... i got the ball dribble.. and infront of goal post liao.. damn the CB cut in... and my left foot step on his leg... and i fall down.. -__ -SWAY!!! ZZZZZ then my ankle pain ... and scratch my butt ZZZZZ my lump of meat.. haha
zzz later on 1 far cross from my midfield.. make me run like dog... end up.. the gk clear the ball smack my face.. PAIN!!! i fall to the ground and cover my face.. but the ref never blow ... damn i was expecting something.. then i quickly stand up and run.. HAHA =X

hmm after that 2nd half i play forward... HAHAHA =X for a defender good right? =P
i got the ball pass to the CF and he kanna tackle i sian.. i go for the ball.. they anyhow clear.. OLE ME!!! -_- i dulan...
later kick off... i got the ball i OLE the person back...
then 2nd person come.. i OLE a through pass.. LoLx

ok enough of my soccer game liao.. Haha because i got a tyco ball from their defender miss clearance which i got the ball and shot miss an open goal from 30 yards like that -_- *hides* haha

later on.. got to go for prawn noodles.. YUMMY!!! 5 dollars per bowl... ouch...
but lucky my bro pay
hAHA =X
eye pain still.. haizzz

reach home liao... play dota... feeling soo depress and very disappointed haizz... sry i ap-ed during the game or anything
Later on zZzzZz
soo i just got home from my eye optical shop.. and got my eye checked...
got a scratch... -_- pain pain.. resto my eyeso.. =P
haizz let me just floatz around.. if i happened to very bad or very fierce sry...
just because im getting daoed not only by her but everyone.. zZzz junyi daoz... sophia daoz...
alot other daoz... must mention those 2 names =P haha make them guilty.. =P they are going to hurt me

Vb day

2006-02-03T11:15:00.000-08:00

For 3rd Feb 2006
LoLx today woke up at 8am.. gone to school for PCBDES test.. its like go school for test like 1hour only.. haizz stupid circle can't draw it out..
when i draw the circles out liao... my settings wrong.. ZzZzz
did the whole adding of part 5 times..
that jashua keep complaining can't do.. how to help sia -_-
Anyway after test.. when for edevice lec...
i was like.. woohoo soo excited can see jess and friends play vb match for once.. well i think its the one and the only le ba<> ... =(
well today desmond was kind enough to pei wo go... but end up when for jap rehersal.. pang seh me...
lucky saw yong sheng.. started to talk talk around...
somemore must livescore update on pasir ris sec for desmond...
haha..
saw jess today... well for once... (hey of course i still have feelings still soo stfu if u want to comment on it) ( i dun entertain such shit... esp from u albert)
i also dun know how to say.. its just tat feeling confused and dun know why lar...
O ya... then For huiying.. haha... since she always soo free de.. i jio her pei wo go see see... anyway soo close to her club room... she fly over to meet me after meeting with her stead... haha
hy: see i use FLY!!! u fly over
errr as for marianam or something <--- sorry i dun know how to spell ur name... beat me all u want.. haha... then after pasir ris sec match liao.. desmond then appear... -_- then chase huiying away LOLX!!! =X bad right? then saw jess, stef, shenny, eileen and their cap on the starting line up... dunman high looks strong leh... i still think... jess: sry =X they looks strong... or maybe they just played very well today then after jyss match... still got like 15 mins b4 my lesson starts.. watch the cboys on the other side... dun know who vs who... haha.. looks nice.. then walk over to say hi to hendi... Hizzz haha then saw the vb team walked pass.. i was expecting at least a hi.. well ive none... very disappointed... seriously very disappointed... after tat... while walking i was thinking and thinking... took a short cut directly to lt42 meet up with alan... when into the class still thinking... haizz... disappointed... *shakes head* whole lesson i dun know wtf am i doing.. taking down rubbish and missing out important stuff still thinking doh... -_- Then took the bus back home... later have to go alan house study psyco... because tml i got test... and i am still blogging at 3.30am.. and tml i have to wake up at 9am... ZZZZZZ Garang sia me... anyway listen up to several songs... blasting music.... (at times i pity my neighbour sia... ) then took a bath... took my time slowly touch here and there... 6pm go alan house study... haha.. wasted like 1 and a half hours then later study come back and rest for soccer... while going back... im kinda of still thinking and feeling alittle depress le... depression... -__- psycho disorder... under major disorders as mood... to treat must go thr cognitive cures... as to set out my ideas straight... haha... but how i hope i can go thr the medical cure... not by drugs.. but by cutting up my brain and sending 70-150 volts into it... and numbing it... LOLX <--- weird hor... BUT IS TRUE!!! GOT LEH.. in my text book (errrmmm alan textbook) Collect my contact lens... planning to DA bao for dinner... then walk walk walk with my mummy and talk... then FORGOT TO BUY!!! omg till now im like straving still.. hungry..... ZzZZzZ 11pm when over for soccer... then got a bunch of st hidas guys come over and challenge soccer.. soo bring it.. today i played soo bad.. never RAM LEH!!! till ending.. i got 1 chance.. WEISIAN BLOCKED AWAY!!! dulan liao.. angry liao... i chiong.. haha i got the ball.. they trip me... i still got the ball... I RAM!!! block... but the ball fly soo high .. haha they keep saying sorry sorry... scared sia their face.. -_- i where got soo fierce.. i just like to ram only.. maybe i feeling depressed i played badly... u all know... b4 friday the 13th... everything seems soo good leh... even play lac lac soccer.. i also can perform soo well.. well now.. as a cap of kuku.. and not performing.. ill just stfu and fuck off... well late liao.. fucked up person... fucking off... GONEE!!!!! ZZZZ TEST wish me luck guys / galz / gays / botch / aliens / weird peoples / weird shitz / last but not least everybody else... haha Delication of song : This song for u jess.... just for u... By: Default.... You can Count on me
http://www.geocities.com/funny_calvin_mail/bgsound.mp3

Overseas Trip

2006-02-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

Been overseas for 3 days
lolx...
29jan2006
On the way back home... we stop at the R&R... took some nasi lemak... man their food sux ... totally sux.. my dad and bro ate liao when to toliet... haha... for me.. i Lun till reach back home which is around 3 hours later...
SOO far sia the trip...
Lolx reach Home le.. end up eatting again... man i just love their kampong chicken... soo tasty... love em...
ate soo much.... bloated again.. haha..
while eatting all my aunties head started to pop out at the side of face... and say " who is this sia" ... im like.. -_-... then i turn around they suddenly let out a "ORHHHHH" ... haha
buai ta han.. soo funny..
all say i change soo much this and that... o.O malu sia...

Later on... my cousins all came back... haha my cousin car is SOO power... torque soo high.. driving back into the garage was like... BROOOM!!! power... can feel it even if ur inside the house...
then all the younger genaration kids came back... they are all... looking at me... -_- im like an alien for the day... haha after awhile they started to jio me for big2...
then talk talk abit lor...

founded out that there is a new shopping mall open at sermeban there... JustCO...
nice mall.. alot of stuff... and big also...
later in the evening when there to walk afew rounds lor...

then at nite.. came back for blackjacks...
well i lost my ang bao money... lost 30rm sia.. left 9rm LOLX sian 1/2
then go out play fireworks

30jan2005
had a bad nite... didn't really slept very good i hate the pillow.. miss my pillow at home.. HEy my pillow is comfy lor godly good<--- haha well in kampong... morning and afternoon just do nothing... soo when out walk walk lor when behind the kampong and see see... thinking about stuff.. then my bro jio me out bring her gf to go see the whole kampong and the rubber plantation... well alot in my mind.. took the auto de motorbike... haha ITS soo FUN sia... but i never check the oil... -_- when till like soo far liao... no oil... stuck in the middle of no where... HAHA scared... somemore never bring hp or anything... lucky my bro when back grab a bottle of petrol... because its like very little only.. end up need to take the main road out.. <--- WARNING: the main road only for license people lor.. and i dun have helmet... bo pian.. chiong take it still (heng heng no police see) haha drove very fast hit 90kmph overtake cars somemore.. SOO FUN!!! i want to learn MOTORBIKE!!!! auto even easier no clutch all those.. just turn trottle FLY!!! haha when back home... everyone was like.. LOLX... -_- malu.. LOLX last time first time learn motor i buang de pole.. lucky i siam fast LOLX... and they LOLX at that time.. well when back did nothing.. just sit around thinking again... in malaysia.. soo close yet soo far.. i was thinking of fated or not to see each other there.. well ^_^ it didn't then near evening time.. all jio me go play blackjack again... haha this time i won back 70rm WOOHOO!!! rich liao... then let my bro take over.. then got another 55rm WOOHOO!!!! richer... haha later in the day... we when over to KL for shopping... well spent 10rm on train ticket... but go KL didn't buy anything.. -_- go there EAT my 15rm
Then my Desert

haha eat alot zz...
then when back home... stupid train station the ticketing thing never open... LOLX have to climb out...
stupid KTM service.. but i got their card to keep... LOLX
later on... my cousin drove his proton with Turbo engine to drive us back... WOW a 20mins drive end up a 5mins only... turbo kick ass.. WOOHOO!!! fast sia... suddenly BAM... FLY!!! haha...
i also want 1 of those.. ...

reach home liao... play blackjack for awhile.. then go sleep...
this time.. slept outside at the hall... LOLX soo many insects

31jan2006
woke up in the morning.. found a cricket beside my face.. -_- LOLX cute insect
woke up liao dun feel like moving.. thinking of stuff... then i heard beside me ... my cousin is talking on the hp ... LoLx... well i dun disturb him too.. soo i tidy the bed.. when for a wash up... then as usual pack up eat breakfast... then get ready to go back..
usual practise.. b4 going back i have to pay my respect to my ansectors... and sayang the dog at the front door... the back.. and the cute little dog with short legs at the back.. LOLX...
then when to the chickens and say goodbye... lolx.. and when behind the kampong and look around the durian trees.. then go off liao.. haha cute right me? =X

well while going back .. stop at dun know where... (because sleeping didn't see stop where) then ate seafood... ate crabs WOOHOO.. LOLX tasty..
the lime juice sux..
honest i dun like they mix with sour plum LOLX

then reach home liao.. never ate dinner.. i chiong go take a bath then meet up with huiying for dinner...
kfc.. cheap cheap nice... haha
then when home play dota with ah fat... zzz
play till like 2am.. i planning to go liao... go zzz.. then suddenly noticed WED whole day class cancelled.. nothing in the morning only afternoon got CDS... i happy happy go play till 6am with ah fat LOLX...

1feb2006

Hmmm woke up liao... chiong go cds do presentation ... Hertic day.. alot of stuff to do...
then found out alan sick.. 2days mc... ok ba.. friday i pei u go CDS...
see i soo BROTHER... quick BOW!!! lolx =X
then when home for steamboat with family... then go hy house again... -_-
i never buy psycho book... 32 bucks leh.. x... borrow from her do notes... got test later
then finish 1 CHAPTER only... got like 5 more to go...
then end up go play soccer AGAIN!!!
always like tat de...
zzz

play with rowdies... run run run ..damn eat too much feel like shitting... haHaha..
then wei tong elbow my stomach... its like DAMN!!! OUCH!!! worst.. feel like vomiting and shitting
LOLX... lun abit.. finish game liao...
why? because police chase us away...
then kuku stay behind... everyone leave liao....
we play another game.. haha this time.. 3 POLICE car drove in... we was like WTF.. RUN!!! chiong.. siam.. haha BG run soo fucking fast sia... in game not like he will run soo fast.. LOLX or maybe because i tired liao.. run damn slow...
then meet up at 7-11 ..then go back

then today 2feb2006
hmmm slept at 5.30am woke up at 8am shagged sia... when into class also shagged face.. LoLX
then lessons as usual... till edevice... knn dr prem give us ap...
i dulan i see liao also knn
then i talk back liao...
talk soo much cock.. WTF sia JFET we heavn't learn...
want us to copy answerS?
then say we wat wat wat... -_-
we heavn't learn... dun understand copy wat? copy the words? learn how to spell JFET?
haha
then he give ap say want to cont lessons or wait for us to learn liao then start tut....
he say wat no time all those
then i chap him back... soo u want us to copy word by word and dun understand wat we are copying?

then he talk cock again.. then i say... sir no time already... can go thr
then he ap give lan lan face.. dun want to talk....
then i chap.. sir u want to go thr ?
then he open his bloody mouth and talk...
whole lessons he dun dare give me eye contact... he try i dao back
-_- make me dulan...
this year 2nd time dulan
lolx 1 sem dulan 1 time.. haha but i think this time my fuse very short liao

then got home and ZzzZ sleep and rest.. .. sian tml pcb test... well wish me luck

my edevice i got 14/30 OMG!!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!! sian sian sian

Chinese New YEar

2006-01-28T12:37:00.000-08:00

WooHOO... Chinese New Year guys...
its such great fun in Chinese New year.. eat all u want, drink all u want, gamble all u want.. and of course ang bao lots lots
well i think this year it will be different liao... going back to malaysia still.. but ill break my abstain from alcohol... going back to malaysia and drink liao... abit feel like stop been myself for awhile...

haha today... been a hertic day.. cleaning up the house... getting things ready....
then of course... a couple of games of dota...
Well today luck been pretty good... man i love this year.. haha

later on went over to my auntie house for Tuan yuan Fan.... Sooo lively and noisy.. everyone attended and its like very fun... everybody is di siaoing everyone..
hmmm and ate steamboat... soo yummy.. soo much food... ate too many prawns till i myself stop.. haha.. got very very bloated with prawns...

after that we lao Yu sheng.. Lolx fun Lao ge Feng Shen Shui Ci... ^_^
soo everyone can HUAT AH!!!!
Haha and o ya... my cousin yihan's de dog.. omg they sent the dog for a trimming of fur for 55bucks... more then the cost tat i spent on mine.. and they just Shave it haha...
weirdzzz

After resting awhile and settling down abit... all of us when back home... to prepare for CNY
hmmm setting up of table and got ready to invite god of fortune ...
its a fun procedure anyway.. haha had fun over it too... ^_^
but still... msg sophia dao... i like everytime kanna daoed... tat is why i hate msging people... dun feel like msging liao.. wait for people to look for me... haha

well now its mid nite... still not asleep ...
cause later going overseas le...
going back into the old kampong... soo no internet ...
consider this the last post for awhile ba...

Seremban... hmmm ^_^ how much i hope fate will help us alittle... may the fate let us meet again in malaysia
^_^ and hope it will turn to a better...

Wtf...

2006-01-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hmmm today is the day of WTf lor....
firstly... 9am when to school... reach school liao... my teacher say no lessons.. im like... WTF!!! *stunned* *drop file* ... i wake up soo early.. and say no lessons.. waste my money to take bus

Then after tat.. 11pm met up with bert, paul and stupid... when over to junyuan SEC...
Guess wat.. its Chinese NEw year celebration... and wat happened? their OM or DM chase us away
Nice right? good luck for Chinese NEw YEAR sia... *dulan*... i pon my 12noon Lessons just to go there see teacher.. and of course someone else.. and they chase me and bert... WHY? because we dye hair.... wtf... -_- stupid right?
keep giving excuses ... dun want us go in just say.. no need give excuses... STraight to the point lar... knn
dulan...
can't see teachers.. well i wish them a chinese new year anyway... and i can't see her b4 i go overseas... o well... maybe some other time

what did i do after that? .. of course got time liao lor.. walk back to TP and attend my lesson... 1Lesson of Edevice... GUESS WAT AGAIN?
he just went thr OP AMP with the neg feedback and that is ALL... and introduce FET... wah i tot got teach FET... SIAN1/2 when back for nothing... i go school and LEARN NOTHING!!! *faints*
today i just walked around doing nothing.. -_- going into classrooms filled with nothing

Well 1pm... 4hours past in school... took the bus back... haha the buses that entered into the bus stop is like soo funnny... 69, 69, 15,15... dun have 8... soo can't took the bus with alan n jashua.. cfm go alan house again..
soo end up wait till dulan i want to walk home but ended up they forced me to take 291 with them...
not really in a good mood liao...
because while waiting i saw the 2nd 69 i tot i just saw jess...
well must be eyes blurred... thinking too much...
made me had had an urge to just walk home and bask myself under the scorching sun... ZzZz.. very long never pei the sun liao haha...

well i hope my this blog works still.. my previous blog i fucked it up... haha